Lonely Nights

In the blackness of night I'm still plugged into the world, until I grow too tired
The fears of a racing mind are kept on the edges of my consciousness
Yet I need music to soothe them, but this music only brings them more into focus

The pain of missing exerts too much force on me, the silence of loneliness echoes and taunts me
The fears move closer and closer, doubt walks behind them
Hope tries to find a way in, but is extremely blocked, fights valiantly but is overtaken and shunned
Emptiness  becomes all too familiar

Two hearts no longer connected
Two hearts no longer connected
Two hearts no longer connected

There is no cure for me