Finding the Words

I search far and wide for the words
Have they been spoken before?
Written down?
Thought?
I don't know, but I keep searching

Then I realize that love is more than words
I wish she could see what I see
Feel what I feel
I wish she could know what it is to miss her
I wish she could know what it was like to meet her for the first time a few months ago
I wish she could know what joy it was to call her 
I wish she could know that she matters to me
I wish she could know what it feels like to let her go
I wish she could know that letting her go means that I have to love her more than I did before
I hope she knows that I let her go and still miss her
I hope she knows more joy and happiness than I could give her or receive

I search far and wide for the words that can reach miles and can say what my heart says